Hard on the Brakes

So, I seem to have survived marriage counseling again. Time ran out. No more counselor.

I've made some serious changes to be more engaged with Mrs. SCM and the family. Un-withdrawing after the toll trauma has taken on us.

I was anticipating the resumption of intimacy at some point. Hoping for it, at least partially. Doing my part to make it happen.

In preparation, I got online and spent a few hundred on ED medicines. Brand Viagara. Brand Cialis. Large quantities, so that I never have to ask my doctor for it again.

Mentioned that to Mrs. SCM. Response? "We're going to have to go slow on that."

Really?

Go as slow as you like. Like hell I'm going to initiate anything further.